Brooke Fraser- "C S Lewis Song"

Post 6

"Guy W" and I are basically dating. And I am happy. He is a wonderful person and great friend - I love spending time with him and talking with him. I just don't want him to leave. He needs to come back.

Post 5

Tonight: "guy W" put his arm around me and we held hands...... after a week of drama and feeling like things got killed.


It's literally been very up and down for me. And I am happy beyond expression. Prayers answered? I would have to believe so to some extent - not making him do it, but praying things would be well.

Hopefully this blessing continues.

(He's definitely a guy that has struck me)

Post 4

Um. I can't believe I'm writing this. Especially after what I wrote earlier. I think it was almost a week after I wrote that when I started falling for a guy in my ward (church congregation). And I don't think I've had a bigger crush.

He's 25 and leaving in about two weeks because he's already graduated. My heart isn't dying, but it sure pounds sometimes. I thought guys were immature until I had this "guy  W" (names are being removed for protection purposes) ask me on a date a couple weeks ago. This has been ridiculous. I can't tell if I'm just being a giddy 19 year old girl (almost 20) or if I'm actually impressed by him. Well, either way I'm impressed. He is cute, we have many similarities, he's in the Elders Quorom Presidency, I love talking with him, I think he's funny, and there's other stuff, too, but I don't want to get over my head past that stuff. That's all the surface area, basically. The rest I feel like I can just tell he's a great guy. We've been in the same ward for the last two semesters and one term and I know we wish there was more time.... I say "we" because a friend told me he said that.

GAH.